Today......

Today, is my fake but formal birthday.
(real date is in Spring...
in past time, parents did ever registered the birth on time)

And as I know Today is also her birthday......
coincidentally, tonigh you have a dinner with one of friends....
A....Friend........ (heee!)

All I have to do, is just prentend.....
that I believe.....you .... such as before....


Life is pretended, can’t tell the truth.
If you want to live better, something you never expose it and have to cover it. After all, till this age, we couldn’t live as our real willing.....

Remember that one old song named ” The Great Pretender” by Platters
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=55wWiFi6BFo

 

Oh, yes I’m the great pretender
沒錯，我是個大偽裝者
Pretending that I’m doing well
假裝一切都很好
My need is such I pretend too much
我實在是假裝得太過火了
I’m lonely but no one can tell
我很寂寞，卻沒有人看出來

Oh, yes I’m the great pretender
是的，我是個大偽裝者
Adrift in a world of my own
飄流在自己的世界裡
I’ve played the game but to my real shame
我照著規則玩遊戲，但真正讓我難堪的是....
You’ve left me to grieve all alone
你拋下我，讓我獨自懊悔不已

Too real is this feeling of make-believe
這種偽裝的感覺實在太真實了
Too real when I feel what my heart can’t conceal
真實到我的內心無法隱藏

Yes I’m the great pretender
是的，我是個大偽裝者
Just laughing and gay like a clown
像個小丑般開懷大笑
I seem to be what I’m not, you see
你知道的，我原本就不是那樣的人
I’m wearing my heart like a crown
我的心像是戴著皇冠
Pretending that you’re still around
假裝你依然在我身旁

Too real is this feeling of make-believe
這種偽裝的感覺實在太真實了
Too real when I feel what my heart can’t conceal
真實到我的內心無法隱藏

Yes I’m the great pretender
是的，我是個大偽裝者
Just laughing and gay like a clown
像個小丑般開懷大笑
I seem to be what I’m not, you see
你知道的，我原本就不是那樣的人
I’m wearing my heart like a crown
我的心像是戴著皇冠
Pretending that you’re still around
假裝你依然在我身旁



Actually, I just wait for one chance to change this life...
Time is the solution....

That’s it, my abracadabra.......