dear

Julie,

i Just read your post just now

so just came back from the clinic

the doctor said i got low blood pressure

it just not enough blood go to my brain

so i need to take medicine and exercise more

i know u feel pain

oh cuz i feel that i dont know how many times already

and this is just another time i feel pain

u can be selfish cuz i know u want to be

and i want u to have everything u want, really

i feel pretty bad for u its like everything is repeating itself over again

i dont want u to feel like this

i know we never want to feel this way

but i just feel so tired may be cuz this headache

and i feel irritated sometimes cuz my family thing

i wish i can solve everything when i feel better

i need to go and eat something now

my parents forcing me to eat and do things they want now

i still feel headache

and the most hurting sentence from u still in "here" inside my heart

i dont cry out but inside my heart its tearing

the doctor said "i got no friends here thats why i dont feel alright"

that hurt me alot too cuz it make me realise that i really have no one

apart from u

i miss u alot too

so much i dont know how to say