June, 18th, 2010.

if it is possible, i would like to make some changes.

it feels like i've lost what i used to own.

everything has changed before our notice.

i once again feel alone.

terrified.

sadness taking over my mind, slowly eating up my soul,

i tried to escape.

i reached out my hand, but all that i found was an endless space filling with darkness.

struggling to fight against negative thoughts,

in need of someone to pour everything out,

however, i find nothing, no one, none.

i would like to make some changes,

perhaps i should jump out of the circle i've been in for years.

drifting apart, fading away, what else is left here with me?

would a new enviornment work the wonder?