How

Most of things are making me mad,

and the rest can not making me happy.

Now my best mood is not mad and not happy either.

I do not want it is in middle.

If I can not be happy,

then I hope I can bawl,

at least I can feel better after.

But the most ridiculous thing is,

I can not smile or bawl either.

How can I give vent to bitterness??